I have to admit that I am jealous of this however. I do not hear DJ's voice--audibly or in a whisper. I have not seen DJ in my dreams more than three times in almost seven years. I have prayed for this in the past, I have asked God to let me see DJ in my dreams but I do not get this and I have come to accept this- after all, what else can I do??
Last night I asked God to let me dream about DJ, I am not sure why I felt I needed to see DJ exactly but I did ask. I woke up this morning with no dream of DJ, I woke up this morning not surprised and not disappointed because I have grown used to this after all.
Then I checked my phone and had a message from a young woman who I love like a daughter. She is DJ's best friend's sister and I have known this girl her entire life. On my phone was a lovely message about DJ. She proceeded to tell me that she was reading the Word and listening to some music. The words of the song were "all of heaven, all of creation, all the angels sing holy" and (her words) she said she could feel the heaven's army protecting her and could suddenly imagine DJ singing the song and telling her "You can do it". (he would tell his friends this all the time-great encourager).
So maybe, I don't get to hear DJ with my own ears or see him in my own dreams but he speaks to me through others and for that I am thankful. I do not think this is a coincidence, I don't believe in those. I believe in God's incidences and this is one of them. I asked to see DJ in my dreams but got a wonderful message from a wonderful girl. With that message I now have peace over my not getting to see DJ because God allows me to hear from him from other people. I finally get it and finally accept it.